The Party Hasn't Ended Yet.

ENDING OF MY SUMMER, BEGINNING OVER AGAIN.

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Those Who Feel Sad- Lose The Game Of Life.

So as you can tell, I'm going to talk about those who feel sadness in their lives. Well, I for one have felt lots of sadness- I have severe depression- but that's besides the point, kinda. See, I learned that if you feel just so depressed all the time, you'll never learn to live your life. Right now, my boyfriend and I are going through a horrible time and I'm never, ever going to shed a tear for anyone ever again, because I haven't got time. I have a life to live, I have friends to laugh with, and family to love, somewhat. ;)

To those who feel nothing but sadness, please smile and be positive, because when you smile- the whole world smiles with you. If you change your thoughts to things like, "People do like me. I am happy." blah, blah, blah, then it really will work and you'll believe yourself. If you tell yourself, "I suck. I can't do anything. I'm a low life." then you really will. It's a proven fact.

You can do anything, as cheesy as I am, and you can fly. Go paint a picture of Wonderland. Follow a rabbit down the rabbit hole. Dance as if you're not being watched. Scream with joy at the top of your lung. Climb the biggest mountain. Do things you fear. Love like you'll never be hurt. Travel the world.

Some person shouldn't stop you from doing the things you love. <3

                                                 Lets Party!
                                          Live. Laugh. Love.

                                                               ~Reid<3

I'm Not Innocent And I Make Mistakes.

What you see isn't always what you get. A couple months back a boy once let four simple words slip from his lips, "But aren't you innocent?" and for awhile I actually believed him. That is until today. Today I thought back to the low point in my life this year and I realized I'm not as innocent as most think. I don't ever want to be thought of as innocent anymore, because that would be lying and no one likes a liar. I'm totally up front and real about who I am. I can be mean. I can be good. It's simple human nature and no one can be hidden away from human nature. It's going to bite you in the ass when you get to the real world.

One thing is for sure, I'll bite life right back in the ass if I have too. I will be my own person and not the person everyone wants. My mom is constantly scolding me and yelling at me for my mistakes. She never lets me live them down and she never will and thats totally fine with me. Parents makes me laugh because they act as if they never were teenagers themselves and they need to wake up and smell the roses- we're going to do what we please because nobody is going to stand in our way. So Mom, you've got to let my mistakes go and see the good in me.

Everyone has low points and high points. Mine are mostly low, but that's besides the point. We'll all do crazy things in our lives at least once- twice if we like it. I think you should be happy with who you are and quit pretending to be someone you're not because that will only bring you down more. Life is too short. Be exciting. Be real. Be happy. Do things you've never done before. Do things others won't appreciate. Do what makes you happy. You are perfect the way you are and never let someone tell you different.

To the people I've hurt- I'm sorry if I've ever wronged you, especially Kara Nicholls, I never meant to hurt you or bring us to part ways. To Luke, I'm sorry for the silly dumb things I do and I'm sorry I was quick to get upset but you hurt me sometimes, but I can take the pain. Please forgive me for my mistakes. I'm just a human being- it's human nature- and I can't out run human nature and the shitty things that happen. I hope everyone can learn from my mistakes and I hope you all make mistakes and have flaws because that's what makes you perfect.


                                                               -Reid.

My Tough Love.

Oh boy..Where do I even begin? I've been in love with a boy who quit chasing me. That, my friends, is how I learned that you shouldn't give yourself up to keep the person you're in love with because, it only stops the fun of it all. Lately I've been sad because my boyfriend hasn't been able to see me and I love him enough to try and keep him. Even though he thinks I'm a psycho bitch, but I lost it when I canceled everything to see him, but I'm okay with that. Anyway, no one will ever love him like me. No one. Love him as much as me, I should say. So girls, don't always be availiable for him like I have been and DON'T be clingy like I have been. Clingy was a problem of mine. Guys used to be clingy over me and now I'm clingy over him. I want to be wanted so badly that I became a clingy bitch. These are just helpful tips, not really a blog. Just take it.

-Reid.

The Heart Wants What The Heart Wants.

I'm a total hot mess, I make more mistakes than I really should, and I always say the wrong thing at the wrong time, but there's not much I can do about it but live with it. That's perfectly fine with me, though, and I have no clue why maybe because it makes me different from others. Anyway, that's totally avoiding the point of this blog.

Okay, so you see the title there ^ yes, well, some people always say, "The heart wants what the heart wants." and I always have to question them and they can never seem to give me a good enough explanation. I have one though, I mean, think about it- no matter what people say you're going to want whatever it is that you've been dying to get. For example, theres a guy who likes a girl and the girl really likes another guy and no matter what friends say to the guy in love with this girl, he's going to continue being in love with her.

Here's the thing about wanting something really badly- Have you ever noticed that once you get what you wanted that you don't want it anymore and get bored with it? Yeah, that sucks, but it's true. I've never experienced it- Okay, once- but once you get something you should embrace it and love it because you're lucky.

Another problem is that sometimes when you get something you've wanted it's not exactly what you were hoping for and expecting. Like wanting someone so badly and when you finally get them, they're not what you were hoping for- infact its exactly the total opposite! They could treat you like shit or worse.

So, think about these things before you go for them and learn about them a little more, okay.

Be careful what you wish for, 'cause you just might get it.

                                                          -Reid<3

Kara Anne Nicholls- Take Her or Leave Her.

At school, I hear people just say bad things about Kara and I'll admit it- I used to too- but that's besides the point. After hearing all this, I got furious, because you're all being judgemental. There is nothing wrong with Kara, she's just happy to be alive, and it kills me that a lot of people don't like her. She's not obnoxious, she's just a cute carefree girl that's happy to be alive and everyone should love it.

I swear, I don't think anyone knows Kara like I do. She's my better half, brings me to life, and I love her to death! I start crying when she starts crying because seeing her cry just breaks my heart and I want her to not be sad- ever! If you really took the time of your day to really get to know Kara, you would learn to love her and see the real her. Her happiness will smack you in the face and you will notice it!

Sadly though, I've learned that she's one of those people that you either like or don't like. Too the people who don't like her, you're just boring old saps who are just grouchy all the time or you're just jealous. First of all, though, if you don't like her and you've never really even talked to her or got to know her, then you're stupid! Know why? Because you have NO ROOM to talk about her. You're probably annoying or obnoxious or think you're a badass. You might think I'm stupid for backing her up, if you don't like her, but that's not true. I only back her up because I know her. We've been best friends since 1st grade, even when we had a falling out we were still best friends. We're so close that we're practically family.

No one has any reason to hate Kara because she has never done anything to hurt anyone in any way. Get to know her and then I'm sure you will change your mind. Accept Kara for who she is and she accepts you. I will too.

Take Her or Leave Her? Your pick.

                                        -Reid<3

Nose Jobs, Vacation, and Chasing Dogs.

This summer I thought was going to suck. My mind was blown when I realized it's going amazing already. First, I got out of a toxic relationship, realized I'm in love(and not the teenage kind either), and I've made new friends. So many adventures, so little time..just kidding, every day is an aventure. :)

Lets start off with the fact that I really REALLY badly want a nose job. REALLY BADLY! Like, so badly, like so badly that I, like, use like twenty different times. Okay, anyway, see, people make fun of my nose and I just feel like my nose doesn't fit me. I hate it and I've talked about a nose job with my mom and she told me it's fine if I do- Score! That's a bad sign though... It means she does want me to get a nose job and doesn't like it. Sad, but true and I totally agree, it would be nice to have a shock effect. Looks like I'm getting a nose job!

Secondly, I'm excited about my many many MANY adventures with my darlings! To start my vacation off, I'll be traveling to the Dells for the Kalahari! :) I hope at least! I finally sucked up my gut and told my mom that I didn't like her inviting friends I didn't want there, so I'm kind of scared of her reply, like she might yell at me. Secondly..well, she's more first than she is second, but Kara Nicholls is my vacation(not..like..that...), because she's always got something interesting to do and I love it. I'm going to put a post up about her and only her next, because I adore her that much! <3

Thirdly, DOGS. DOGS. AND MORE..EH..just a dog. Yes, so our dear darling friend Braden Patton is currently on vacation, so we went to jump on his trampoline! It was fun...until Buddy got lose, then all hell broke lose and we had to chase him all around the neighborhood. Buddy for some reason doesn't like Kara, so Kara couldn't catch him, so she ran back home to get a leash and shizz like that. I still continued to chase him down when finally I caught him. It only took us a whole hour to get him! Jeez! But it's one of our memories!

I love summer! :)

                                       -Reid<3